Final goodbye - iTrouserSnake/ Explodinrainbow

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I doubt anyone even reads this forum anymore, but I'll put this here.

You may know me as iTrouserSnake, Smithy Boi, WhitePeople2k15, or Rowdy Roodoo, but most of you know me as Explodinrainbow. Back when I played Gontroller, when Gontroller was still active, I didn't have the best reputation. I have some explaining to do.

I first joined the server around 4 years ago, back when it was just me and a few of my friends. It was fun for a while. Making little bases underground and raiding and PvPing. But soon I got bored of this, and I wanted to be like one of the big players. My reputation grew, but only to a limit, i was still pretty unknown.

So I "boosted" my age up to 14 (I was about 10/11 at the time) and it didn't really help. I eventually decided, that I would pretend to be a girl because girls online usually get more attention. Pretty fucking cool, right? So after this, I joined some big factions and such, became relatively well known, but then I realised how fucking weird I was being. I realised that I had to stop doing this, 1 because it was weird and 2 if my friends found out I would be roasted for the rest of my life. I had a great idea.

I tried to convince people that I had sold my account to someone else, who happened to be an 11 year old kid, and Explodinrainbow was gone forever. People took no notice (I usually liked attention seeking) or didn't believe me. But I couldn't carry on as a girl anymore, and I needed something big so everyone would know, so I confessed my wrong doings on the forums. Some people supported me, others have me insults, which was fair, but at the time I was a little kid so I got really affected by it, even if it was because of my own stupid actions. I just wanted to play the server, run my faction, and get on in peace, but sure enough people were calling me tranny and such. Eventually some shit came up, I won't go into detail about it, but it was enough to send me off the rails.

I began trash talking in chat, scamming, annoying people, saying "nigga", trolling for fun. I found it all pretty fun and relieving. I did this for a long time, and of course by then everyone hated me apart from some other toxic people in the community. I found it all funny at the time. Yeah, I was a dick. People thought that of me too irl. Eventually, I got banned, probably about 2 years ago I think, don't know. About 1 1/2 years ago. I was distraught. All the time, memories, fun I had on the server would be gone forever, as well as all the money I spent. Now a lot of that time on Gontroller was spent trolling people. I began to regret what I'd done. And I can't use the irl shit that happened to justify what I'd done on the server. I'm not saying I was bawling my eyes out and was emotionally scarred by it. But I really did and do regret what I did on Gontroller. For a little while I played other servers but they were pretty boring. So I made the decision to quit playing Minecraft. Best decision I'd ever made.

Once you quit a time and energy consuming game which does not help you with your real life whatsoever, you'll be surprised by the changes that come. You become more sociable, more confident, the list goes on. Stuff that will actually get you places in real life. Now, the difference between games like Minecraft, LoL and games such as FIFA, GTA, CoD is that on these games you get to socialise. It gives you things to talk about to friends. I don't think anyone really would talk to their friends about Minecraft, for obvious reasons. So I've taken it all out my life, and it's stopped me from being a dick. Gontroller is dead now, and the game Minecraft is losing popularity, so I'm pretty sure most of you have lives now.

I just wanted to say goodbye, and I don't expect people to forgive me. I hope people haven't kept grudges. I just felt I had to explain my actions a little. Thanks.

(The reason I'm doing this is because i googled my Minecraft name and some of my cringey forum posts came up, which reminded me of what a silly little cunt I was)

Also, Cadetter is my second account.
 
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Trav

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LOL. anyways its true dude alot of ppl play CoD at school and its easy enough to talk about and its not really time consuming, like you can play and get off whenever. anyways i have no idea why im posting here lel but congrats on dropping mc for a better life
 

Sparks

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LOL. anyways its true dude alot of ppl play CoD at school and its easy enough to talk about and its not really time consuming, like you can play and get off whenever. anyways i have no idea why im posting here lel but congrats on dropping mc for a better life
u play cod? what's ur psn lolol
 

Ayy Lmao

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Ya lol nobody gives a shit about minecraft anymore. It's sad how fun it used to be and now it just became a shitter.
But I still think you can play videogames and maintain a life at the same time. My online life and all my online friends know nothing about my irl life and my irl friends don't even know I own a PC. I'm a fucking sophomore in highschool rn I can't tell kids I play on the fucking computer I won't go to anymore parties in my life.

I shit talked you a lot cuz I was a cringe lord back in the day. But yeah I don't give a shit about who you are online, and idk if we really spoke much in game but if I had a grudge with you it's gone now.